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Monday, November 29, 2004
hohoh.. 3:56:00 PM

its been days since i last blog..hehe...this few days...kinda ok..spent most of my time with dear..hehex..yup..watched the movie SAW on sat midnight...at bishan..that was when gracina saw mi..but i didnt notice her..but she didnt came over to sae hi also...so DAOZ...the show was..GROSS.DISGUSTING.ABT MIND GAME..yesterdae went to MUSTAFA with dear after chruch..there was lots of department i didnt go to when i went with trudy n nicky the other round..so this time...i saw lots n lots of cheap stuff over there..heeh...dear bought himself a fan..cheap..those that nicky have at home...its damn powerful...hahaa...felt like having an additional air-con..than went to seoul garden for breakfast-lunch-dinner..hahaa...we ate around 4 plus..after the whole day of searching AIR-BED for his bro..hhaha...weirdo..hmm...yup..but didnt eat much i guess...n the sushi there sux to the max...not nice at all..after that went to his house for VCD session while waiting for his friend to call to go malaysia..but its getting late..so we called it off...yup...something happen though that made us both very unhappy..but guess someone had to step back n give in...so we solved it all anyway...so..everything is fine now...yup...gonna meet him tomolo..coz he working until 6pm..hehe..gonna spent the last week of holidae with him..*hoPefULLY*..hehhex...yup..also von gonna stop working on wed...meaning gym session gonna come back..ehehe..i missed it..yup..ppl take care k..hehe..oh...gonna cut my hair todae..


Friday, November 26, 2004
hmm...usual fridae 2:49:00 PM

haiz...juz woke up like an hr ago..hmm...suppose to be going out with trudy n nicky...but i was late...so i decided to meet them in town..so trudy suppose to call mi...haha..but my dear call be4 she do...hehe...he can finish work at 6pm todae..i dun knoe y..but im so happy..hehex...so changed of plan..going out with him...so im not going out with them already..anyway the timing n all is wrong..hehe..sorry peeps..yup..guess going to catch a movie later than going for seoul garden fest..hehe..but im having sore throat...ai yaz...heck with it la..hehe..im hungry..hhee..k..ppl tc...sch gonna reopen le..so hate it...dun knoe y...guess i lose it all...been slacking n all for a month or so...


Thursday, November 25, 2004
*sNeeZ* 10:47:00 PM

haiz yoz...having flu n all...yoz...but..haha..yesterdae nite was good...except for the last part..hate it..coz it sux...but i had fun..ha..ya..slept quite late..around 5 am..wow...like panda now..but i slept till 6.30pm todae...but guess not enough sleep...coz i am sneezing non-stop..met a lot of old friend there..i missssss u all u knoe...yesterdae was kind of a reunion thingy..ahha..was kinda weird when everyone sat around the table..but..i guess we had lots to tok abt..but we didnt..but nvm..hehe..a hello n a bye is more than that already..hehe..i also saw my IS mate there..she's hot..haha..that's abt all...i bought my white top le..cant help it..coz i keep thinking abt it..arrgghh..dear cant have his 10-6 tomolo..coz he's damn late for work todae...like 3 plus than reach..gosH..so sorry..i didnt manage to wake u up..n i gone back to sleep also...haiz...nvm la..will miss him..ehhe..muz wait till sunday le..hehe..my cousin getting married le..like so long nv see him coz he's studying overseas..now he's getting married this sat..oh..that's fast..hhaha..at raffles hotel..its gonna be grand i guess..but im not going for the ceremony at the church in the afternoon...bet i can wake up..hmmmm...


Tuesday, November 23, 2004
rainy day..sickening 10:17:00 PM

got home 2 hrs ago..hmm...went town with von...we took neoprints...went around town..but raining la..aarggghh..irritating..went to far east to alter our type 1 jeans...but to our horror the thread is different n it look so ugly after altering...gosH...so we went to the levis boutique to check whether they could replaced it for us anot...n its onlee 2 bucks...where we paid like 5 bucks each for the altering of length..we kanna CHOPPED..hmm...than met christina hoh at far east..haha..she got so excited n all..hehe...alwayz so bubbly..went zara with her..von tried on a brown skirt...christina n mi tried on the same top..but she tried black..i tried white..hmm..nice top..fitted so well on both of us..yup..wanted to get it..but..i have the similar top at home...but i am still thinking of it...how???christina bought it though...ya..putting on to that..suppose to meet dear todae...but suddenly one of the staff nv turn up so he had to replace his shift..so nv meet lor..but tomolo gonna meet him..hehe..ya..after zara..von left for dinner...christina dun knoe go where...i came home lor..oh...i bought my best friend her present le..hehe..hope she like it..should i get the top anot?? still thinking...oh..n mi n von saw slyvester...the going to be..s'pore idol..i guess he will win..hehe..all the best


Monday, November 22, 2004
weekend... 6:33:00 PM

finish bathing n stuff...being feeling very tired lately...todae woke up at 4 plus..can sleep like up till 12 hrs...oh no..wat's gonna happen when sch reopen..my body clock going way wrong...hmm...yup..now slacking in front of the com...cant go into friendster...its ALWAYZ like this..managed to sort things out with dear..hmm..felt happy n glad abt it..finally we knoe how each other feel..thanx nat..
SUNDAY
wake up at 8am fro church...todae church was early...way too early..it started at 9.30am...coz there is wedding function..n they need to get the ballroom ready..haiz yoz...but the wedding couples obviously aint christian..coz they gave us some dirty face..the bride looks funny..she had this big gold chain around her neck n carrying a gold colour handbag but her gown is in white...had colour combination problem...but nvm..haha..after that dear came n pick mi up...than we went jurong pt..haha..bought a board shorts...i alwayz wanted that..hehe..finally i got it..after that went to his coffee shop to TA-BAO for his bro..saw juliet there...she's attending city harvest...n dear's house is right opp city harvest...yup..chatted with her awhile..gosH..being so long ever since we had that kind of conversation...i missed her lots...hhee...the food is ready..wave goodbye to her than off we went back to his house...watched DOREMON...oh..its so cute...got mi laughing..hehe..at the mean time..waiting for the weather to cool a bit..coz his best friend n the gf doesnt want to go m'sia in such a warm weather...after half an hr...haha...definately the weather became cooler...coz it started raining heavily...OH MY..hhaha..waited till 4 plus than we set off...went m'sia for dinner n stuff...the food was super duper good..the second time there..but the standard stands!!after that went to his friend's house for some chatting sesssion...he's so damn funny...no wonder he find dodgeball not funny at all but lame...hmm...enjoyed my dae...arrggghh...missing him badly..hehex


Saturday, November 20, 2004
sat... 3:55:00 PM

arrgghhh...im so mad now...can someone juz save mi from this..wat the hell is kidd doing in between mi n dear...?? is that SHE-MALE taking revenage on mi or wat...bloddy hELL...suppose to be meeting dear at 6pm todae...but that kidd called n sae want to have dinner with him...so he wants to meet her/him first...than meet mi later..wat the hell..watever lor...i finally got the clear view...i am such an OPPORTUNITY COST!! juz get the hell out of MY sight!!!...can u juz like leave mi or US alone...haiz...doesnt u knoe the whole world HATES u...??!!!sometimes u tried too hard in front of mi...n got mi all CRANK up..hell with it...yesterdae went to watch SHUTTER..oh GOSH..so scary..that's the most sary movie i ever seen...coz i had nightmares from it...n i couldnt sleep for the whole nite...eeeeee....its still giving mi goOseBUMPS till now...nat..i advice u not to go watch coz its really scary...now i am scared of ppl with long black hair...haiz yoz...its juz give mi the EEEEKKKSSS feeling...oh..i tried on my diesel watch..its too big for mi..*saD*..so i decided to get it off my wishing list..im not gonna get it anymore...in the mean time..aim for other watches...hehex


Friday, November 19, 2004
*soBz* 1:36:00 AM

haiz...was juz flipping through all the photos..it juz seemed like yesterdae...vivid images still live in my mind...those days in sch..those days celebrating birthdaes n every single celebrations together...i hope that i could turn back the time..coz its juz so precious to mi...i could still hear the laughters n all...but well there are sad times too...but we all pull through...the good n bad times in sec sch is juz so wonderful when i thought of it...the petty quarrels that we had n stuff like this..can be avoided...n maybe the memories will be more perfect...but in this world...nth is perfect...its juz so sad...to find out that i have patches in my memories..patches that i couldnt make up for...yes...that will alwayz be a lesson to mi..or maybe some of us will feel this way too...the most memorable is the time WE had in sec 2...but we splited due to many many reasons...for unforgettable THEM: maybe we did find ways to patch up our friendship but it didnt seems to work..maybe its fate that planned it all...going different ways might be a good thing for all of us...but u all were alwayz on my mind n the memories that u all have given mi or the memories that we shared are alwayz precious to mi....i wont forget till...hmmm...u all had left footprints in my life...n i am thankful for u were once in my life...


Thursday, November 18, 2004
tired.... 1:06:00 PM

hmm...going out later with dear...finally meeting him le...but onlee for awhile..coz he gotta go for the D&D by the company..haiz...this few days being rather upset...he doesnt seems to care anymore...aarrggghhh...his games are more impt than mi...sometimes he really get so engrossed in it till he forgotten abt mi...think we had driften apart...but i cant take this for long..hope he realised how i feel...ya..watever...
WednesdaY
went out with elisa, nat, clemence, ben n zhihao...we went to have lunch at PASTA MANIA n went for a movie...haha....we played arcade in between while waiting for the show to start...hmmm...see ah...its been a long time since i went arcade..hahha...seem so strange to mi...but it was good la...hehe...had a fun day together...we took neoprints too...but i haven scan it in..hehe...


Tuesday, November 16, 2004
DAY OUT!!! 11:12:00 PM

woke up at 9am todae juz to wake my dear up...haiz yoz...sleeping like a PIG...than continued to sleep till 11.30am...haha..than jump out of my bed...coz i will be late meeting trudy n raj if i drag on...hmmm...so i went washed up n all...but i was online for half an hr before leaving the house..haha...so...I WAS LATE AGAIN!!! hhaha...sorry trudy...had to make u wait everytime...yup...raj was grumbling coz she needed to get a shirt by todae for her bf...coz she's leaving tomolo for india...tc girl..went all around for an hr or so..our stomach was growling already by then...and i was feeling giddy n all...so she decided to get the shirt from LEVIS...herher...yup..off we went to taka for our lunch n meeting shubh...after that waited for miranti..she arrived when we all finished...thanx ah..we went far east after that...raj had to leave coz she had cheerleading practice, shubh had classes at weird hrs..n we met nicky there...so left with four of us...went shopping...bought my flowery shoe..n adidas shorts...finally got it...am going to wear it for gym tomolo..oh..i went for manicure too..haha..to remove the ugly nail polish i had on mi..haha..sorry von...but try harder next round..haha..haha...yup...basically enjoyed my day...tomolo gonna meet my classmates for food n movie sessions...whOOO...so looking forward to it...tc ppl...its being the 3rd day that i nv meet my dear le..so misssss him...aarrggghhh...its worst than exam periods...
  • missing those days we had
  • missed the hug n the song that puts mi to sleep
  • missed the movies sessions every fri, sat n even sun
  • missed the lunch-ing sessions with u everydae
  • bascially missed everything abt us..
  • wished i could turn back the time...

....but maybe this is a test for us to go through....



Monday, November 15, 2004
shOPPing!! 10:41:00 PM

hmm...hhehe...todae went shopping with mum...had AJISEN RAMEN for lunch..yUM yUM..super spicy...i loved it...hhehe...k...suppose to meet von for gym but she slept late...so nv go...haiz yoz...getting fatter each dae...than walk around town...got a pink pull over...i dun knoe wat's that call la...anyway..u all will see mi wear it...haha...erm...than von came n meet us..after work...wanted to buy shoe...saw one..very cute shoe at wisma...but didnt buy coz maybe there are nicer ones around...than went to see my favourite DIESEL watch...i am gonna get that...so tired now...arrggghh...2 days nv see dear le..so missssss him..muz wait till sat i guessed to be able to meet him again...busy with his work...but its ok...sunday will be able to accompany him the whole dae...hehhehe...k..take care ppl...


Sunday, November 14, 2004
full!!! 11:14:00 PM

juz came home from dinner...arrggghhh.so full..had fish & co...gOSH!!! growing fatter sia...so long nv go gym le...hmm...going early in the morning tomolo...with von..as usual went church in the morning than went beach road with von...she needs to buy HAMMOCK...haiz yoz..so freaking warm...haha...than went shop around...once in a while at beach road is good...i bought a bag...than von bought 2 tee n 1 polo...hmm..wanna get that tee but not enough money n they dun accept nets...actually going gym but too lazy with all the BARANG BARANG..haha..yup.she came my house...hlp mi do templete...have to download loads of things n stuff...but end up she painted my nails for mi...it WAS nice...but i destroyed it...haha...coz went to bathe n stuff...than met huijun(churchmate) for dinner..she drove us to PS fish&co...herherher...n eat till so full...hehe...stomach nearly burst..the seafood platter for 2 can actually feed 4 ppl...power..haha...anyway...had a great time todae..


Friday, November 12, 2004
rainy... 3:46:00 PM

haiz yoz...slept for quite long...juz woke up..actually...woke up at 10 plus..juz to check my results...hehe..than went back to sleep..hehe..ok la..quite satisfied with my result..but no distiniction..its all right..at least i got an A.. well...so far..jen n nat did very well...got distinictions n all..hhee..hmm..the next sememster muz work even harder le...congrats ben..see u can do it..hehe..hmm..going to rain soon..but going to meet trudy in town in an hrs time..y muz it alwayz rain when im gonna meet her...it didnt rain yesterdae..aarrggghhh...than going gym with chris at 7 pm...after that gonna meet jen, zul, von n dear for supper i guess...i wonder how did von fare...should be fine..hehe...k la..enjoy the rest of the holidaes peeps...we gotten out results...*pHew*..burden off our shoulder...


Thursday, November 11, 2004
sianx... 5:36:00 PM

gOSh!!!aarrggghhh...its a BORRRRIIINNNGGGGG day!!! super boring...ben agreed with mi too..haha...dear actually work till 6 pm...but service stuff not enough...so...can forget abt meeting him...miss him sooo...watched the movie "TAXI" yesterdae...its suPEr funny..good show..A MUZ WATCHED SHOW!!!this few days have been good..yup...that monday nite was fun...its such a long time ever since chris,von n mi sat down n talk..haha...fun..great time...looking forward soon...dun know wat am i gonna do for the rest of the day..maybe juz slack..ahha...yup...*slaCking awaY*...tomolo result gonna be out...wish everyone all the best...we will all pass n go on to the 2nd sememster...n for nicky...i shall call u CHINA DOLL from now on...muz take pictures with u...haha..


Monday, November 08, 2004
MONDAY BLUE 3:45:00 PM

haiz yoz...slack slack slack...aarrggghhh...so tired of slacking..but isnt it suppose to be like this during the holidays...k..woke up around 1 plus...meeting chris later for gym...von coming to look for us after work n maybe jen..miss her so much..nv see her for so long le...n..yeah!!! nat is back..maybe can go for some movie or wat next week...
SUNDAY
nv go church...coz really too tired to wake up but i met von for gym at around 3 plus..we went in..change n everything...saw nicky...OMG...she has a china doll hairstyle now...the first reactions when we saw her was LAUGH REALLY HARD..haha..she look so funny...than after gym...roamed around town..went pasta mania n eat...meet dear...von doesnt want a ride coz she got straight bus...ya..went to watch american pie 1&2 at his house...gosH...a very nice show..laughed till my stomach burst...


Saturday, November 06, 2004
GYM!!! 10:38:00 PM

hoho...christina juz went home...hhaha...had an enjoyable day with her...shared lots of stuff together...hmmm...life's really unpredictable...haiz..k la...but we had fun..we went gym..this girl made mi wait for her for 30-45 mins at boon lay MRT...thanx ah!!!her first time in GYM...was embarrassing...she nearly spoil the equipments there....OH GOD!!! hahaa...there's this machine...n i ask her to try it..she hit the seat with her knees...than it gave out a loud BANG..than everyone turned...OMG..haha...n i LOL..haha...after gym...we were both so shaged...walk around town like zombies..went cine to have our first mean of the day...went forum coffee bean to chill...some things that we shared were actually quite disheartening to hear abt it...but...this world aint perfect...so..ya..didnt meet dear todae...misssssssssss him lots...
Life is not a rehearsal, We live only once. It is not by chance nor coincidence. It is predestined that we meet.


Friday, November 05, 2004
going out... 11:37:00 AM

oh...hehe...11.30am..yeah...going to take a bath soon...gonna meet trudy n raj for movie...n that trudy is still talking on the phone with GAVIN...can u save some of it for tonight?? or else u gonna end up reading magazine in the car again...n guessed we gonna meet up with christina in the evening after her work...poor girl..have to work every day..haha..but i am SLACKING everyday..so sickening...i think im gonna go crazy soon...lucky for trudy who can accompany mi..haha...coz she's slacking too..nat is going to bintan todae...enjoy ur trip there..


Thursday, November 04, 2004
passed!!! 10:28:00 PM

wooOooOOO...dear passed his IBBT le....haha...got silver n got 200 bucks as rewards...


hmmm....yaWnz!! 3:25:00 PM

arrggghhh..so tired...juz woke up...sorry von...fly u aeroplane todae...haha...i knoe elisa n nat gonna sing that song...but i realli cant wake up so early todae...so damn tired n lazy to get my ass out of my bed....sorry...this sat than go gym together with chris k..its so late le..but i am having empty stomach now..haven taken my breakfast n lunch...haha..maybe waiting for dinner...gonna stay at home the whole day..BORING!!! dear having his IBBT todae..pray hard that he pass..but he is parying hard that he fails it..coz i like the way he is now...going for "excercise session" every thurs n sundae in the afternoon...than he dun have to spent so much time at work...according to him..at work is a DRAG...but i can see la...that auntie really sux to the max...anyway...u still have to pass ur IBBT one day...haha..k...take care ppl...


Wednesday, November 03, 2004
tired!! 11:15:00 PM

haven been blogging for days le..so tired todae...went shopping with trudy n nicky....we went on a shopping spree..hehe...bought a lot of things..but i onlee bought a handbag..hehe...broke le..haiz yoz...gOsH!!!last few days was good n fun..spent it with my dear...we done lots of things together...we watched LADDER 49..its a nice movie..muz watch!!! but the ending very sad...this few days i think i gain back my weight again!! arrggghhh!!! all thanx to someone...who knoe how to eat a lot...n influence mi!!! hmmm..thanx ah DEAR!!! tomolo i am hitting the GYM n work it all out!!! saw lots of things i wanna buy...but where's the money coming from??hmm...enough of crapping..hehee...gonna wake up very early tomolo...gonna slack so much for this holidays...take care ppl!!!


Monday, November 01, 2004
AARRRGGGHHH!!! 11:10:00 AM

i am so damn ANGRY...juz got scolded by my dad for something..OH PLZ!!!! its holidae now...n u want mi home by 10 pm...DREAM ON PLZZZ...i have listened to u that i wont go out so late during sch daes...but HELLO...its holidae now..i wont give a shit...u can scold watever u want...i will still be able to enjoy my holidaes!! DO u still remember a few days back..u asked mi to enjoy my holidaes...this is wat i am doing now wat...so wat the hell is wrong with u dad...??? n i guessed i had studied hard for my exams...n i deserved my holidaes...wash ur hands off mi when during holidaes plz!!! arrgghhh...enough of it..if i continued this...i will die of CONSITIPATION!!! did i spelled it the correct way...hhhmmm...its so sickening..ok.enough of that...anyway...i will be going out again tonite...n tomolo dear's off dae...yeah!! going to have SEOUL GARDEN...so long nv eat le..i missed it...but at the same time..cant eat as much as last time..or else..my effort at GYM will go to waste...hehe..ppl..take care...will see u all soon...haha..