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hmm..have been watching news ever since 6.30pm..the situation at those places are so devastating...wat a sight to round up the year..was switching channels here n there...all i see is repeating of the BIG WAVE, dead bodies n more of dead bodies..looking at the ppl in INDIA n SRI LANKA...made my heart break...we are so damn fortunate...they even have to snatch for clothing..this world is so cruel..it took juz one wave to break lots of families up...hmm..poverty n using cloth as shelther...i bearly or even none is seen in singapore..haiz...sianx..juz sux..dun have the mood to receive the new year...dun think the ppl at asia will enjoy to receive the new yr..sad sad sad...ppl lets pray...!!!
:life's so fragil::treasure the ppl around u::tell them that u care::dun wait till the very last mintue to tell them that u treasure/love them:
hahha...todae everyone whu stayed till 7pm for the econs is a survival!!!...phEW!!! but i think its a waste of time...coz couldnt absorb anything in...haiz...econs is so CHIM to mi...goSH!!!...losing the content of it even since last tues..nvm...i will use my weekend to make it up...hehe...k...last few days was quite ok to mi..elisa n nat bought mi christmas present...hehe..a ripcurl light-blue hangbag n a pair of earring..hhee..thanx girls..toking abt it..i remember that von gonna give mi a creature "SPERM" to mi..im still waiting...dun KILL it...n christina WON...i am still waiting for my blue adidas shoe...!!! when u returning mi back??? hehe...haiz yoz..sianx...tomolo gonna meet dear...hehee...n KUNG FU HUSTLE SUX....no nice de...dun go watch that stupid show...hehe...ppl take care!!
hehe...christmas here le..hehe...glad that i spent the christmas with dear..at least he made that effort..though he's tired after working all day long..hehe...yup...this yr was special..nv go town..went geylang n had dinner...after eating was around 12 plus le..so decided to go tour around town..see wat's the situation there..ha!! to our surprised not much ppl..but lots of vehicles!! after that..turn to marina that area..everywhere is ppl..haha...was singing christmas carol non-stop at the back...dear felt damn irritated by my awful singing voices..haha...than we decided to do something crazy..we screamed n shouted on the way home..haha...guess the ppl in the car can hear us..*dotZ*..hhaa..yup..i guessed i wished everyone of u all merry christmas already rite...yup!! have fun ppl!! enjoy!! sorry peeps(classmates)!! im going to watch KUNG FU SHOW todae..so sorry...
hmm..haiz yoz...so tired..my eyes closing!!! its like 10 plus onlee...todae's such a long dae...had class from 9-11 than 1-7 all the way...gOSH!! dun even have the time to breathe...its gonna be like this for next tuesdae also...SUX!!! how i wished to turn back the time...go back to pri or sec time...anyway..supposed to meet dear todae...at 6 plus...but somethings cropped up in his work place...so..nvm la..anyway..he off tomolo...will be meeting him tomolo...haha...missed ya!! yeah!! christmas is coming le..in less than 72 hrs..hehe...going out with mum for last minute shopping on thursdae..haha...hope i can get something i like..but my wardrobe is ripping open!! haha...have to clear my old clothes le..von nv turned up for FFA lecture again!!! y von..?? haiz yoz...cannot continue like that k..ha!! n took the same bus home with elisa todae..haha...she keep toking abt that TA 24 girl n her bf..haha...dun keep staring la!! later he hit u AH!!!...hahaa...k la..nth le...shall go do my work le..so that i can enjoy myself tomolo...take care ppl!!!
hmm..reached home at around 9 plus..hehhe...went to jen's chalet...so fun..!!! lots of ppl turn up..all the gathering..laughter n jokes whether they are lame anot..it doesnt matter...ha!! n get to see everyone's bf..haha..yup..but CHRISTINA WON..y do u have to leave so early..haiz yoz..!!next time muz tie u up!!..n now i realised i cant played monopoly with ZUL...JEN ur BF..!!! he's such a lucky-poker!! arrgghh..hehe..but the night ended in a very fun manner..but i cant stay up with u all..so sorry...enjoyed ur mahjong session yea? haha....third week nv go church le..nth gonna changed my mind..i feel more relieved now...coz like i can breathe easier!! i dun knoe y..but its truth..went JB with dear n terrance n siqin..ha!! the KFC includes govt tax now... so thought will be cheaper..but..its the other way round..after that went his house to slack around..watch metor garden 2..dun sae i slow..i dun wanna watch it..becoz of that stupid girl inside...but bored la..onlee saw 2 disc i used up i full piece of tissue..haha..soaking WET!!! *cry* their love is so strong!! gosh..haha..after that went ps with dear to watch movie..national treasure..hmm..very good show...2 hands n 2 legs up!! hehe..k la..tomolo mondae..sianx..haiz...this coming week gonna be a very tiring week..
ha!! nat nagging le..its been 5 days since i blog..ahhaa...many things happened..but nvm..i shall not nagged abt those things...but i focused on todae...i juz finished my CIP...haiz yoz..i am having COCK-EYES now..haha..went sch for 2 hrs...for FFA tutorial..the teacher is a CHINA-FREAK!!!eeeKK...i skipped CIP n OCOM lecture...hehe..went to repair my lappy..haiz yoz...sucky..!! shall not go into details..quite lazy to blog..haha..eyes closing..*yaWns*...hehee...yup..went shopping with mum..bought BRAS!!! hhaha..than shoes..hmmm...but cant find suitable tops...so sad...hmmm...k la...all for todae..yeaH!! everyone going for JEN chalet...hehe...reunioN!
haha..von n i are uttering nonsense non-stop on MSN now...anyone wanna join us..she's to happy for mi!! keke...
hahha..todae ah...haiz yoz...long draggy day...hmmm...12/12/04..mi n dear 8th month together le...ahha..so happy..*grinZ*..though juz now there's abit of misunderstanding..but end up laughing our heads off..haha...dear so cute...only von knoe..haha..todae slept till 12 plus..than slack around for 3 hrs..von finally msg mi..hehe..going gym...yupp...went..but she's late...!!! i finished my cardio already than she come..!!! CAN U PLZ BE PUNTUAL NEXT TIME???!!!! hehee...yup..supposed to meet trudy n nicky..but nv..sorry..but too tired...we went PS for thai food...nice...yummy..its alwayz our favourite spot..hehe...after that...von craving for waffles...so went up GELARE for waffles with ice-cream...so sinful..as usual..gain back those fats again!! i am still very persistence of not going church..so..daddy no needa change my mind..my decision is fixed..lately lots of stuff are happening that makes mi wonder n think of those ppl that mingled in our church..i feel plastic in there...maybe they are so fake from the very first day..n some things are really kept very tightly..maybe i am too sensitive or wat..but as a church..if in difficult times...suppose to sae out..n everyone can prayed abt itl..but i dun see it in this church anymore..i juz need a break out of this kinda shitty things...aarrggghhh...
hmm..juz reached home...went out the whole dae since morning..actually i skipped todae's econs lecture..n i felt so guilty abt it...but juz dun have the mood to attend lecture todae..haiz..this sem the timetabe really sux...sch starts at 1pm on fridae n end at 5pm..HELLO!!! its a fridae...haiz...arrggghh...but anyway..i finally went gym todae with von...hmm...after that went around town to search for a top..she wanna get a top...but in the end..she didnt..hehe..went Fish & Co for dinner...we eat like no need money like that..haha..so full..haha..we gained back wat we work out at gym...HAIZ YOZ...sinful...after that walked all the way to LIAT TOWER starbucks to meet up with nicky n trudy..hahaa...nicky was wearing her MICKEY MOUSE pull-over...she muz be crazy...mouse..mousy..!!ahhaha!! *eViL*chilled there for a while..nicky sae wanna change a place to chill..so decided to go holland V..wanted go WALA WALA...but under MAJOR renovation..haha..thought they closed down...so opportunity cost..BREKO..haha..went upstairs...sofa seats...so comfy..hehe..yup..read up newspaper n magazine..juz basically chilled there...its was raining cats n dogs outside..so..cant get home anyway..yup..tired..gonna do my econs tutorial tomolo..gonna get it done..ehhe...take care ppl..
haiz..sux..to the max...arrggghh...sch juz sux...hmm..todae the first day of sch..of the second sem..hmm...felt so tired..coz wake up too early le..hhaa..been like waking up like 2-3pm during holidaes...suddenly my body clock went so wrong..went sch as usual..felt so lethegic..nat n elisa was like asking..y am i so quiet...coz i am half awake..n my soul wasnt in the lect..jen slept during FFA..haiz yoz...snore somemore...the lecturer really boring..MONOTONE!!goSH..guess more that half of the lect is asleep...didnt really pay lots of attention to it..yoz!!! BSTATS!! ok la..guess another very dry modules...but quite interesting..but the lecturer abit KUKU up there..haha..dun knoe wat's wrong with her..?? -_-".. than jen told mi to meet her n von after my bstats at city hall (3.15pm) took a bus there with elisa..she going town..than i called her..wat the hell..she said she was still sleeping n von fell asleep also at her house..so forget it..msg her sae i go home first le..but von call..HUH??!! thought jen received my msg..?? after that...haha..dun knoe where von go also..ahha...came home took a nap will 7pm..haiz yoz..still damn tired...arrggghhh..draggg!!! tomolo gonna wake up like 6 plus..n dad not going to drive mi to sch..die...tomolo sure cannot wake up one!!! ppl PLZ save mi!!! haven meet dear from sundae till now..miiiissss him like crazy..cant see him till dun knoe when...so sad...coz he no off daes..the auntie went on leave...hhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hehex...so enjoyed my day todae..hhaa...we really played till the very last day of holiday..hhee..suppose to go gym at 11am todae..but i called von at 9am..she didnt wake up!!! so i went back to sleep..yup..than woke up at 11...than wake von up...according to her blog..she went back to sleep..PIG ah U!!..than met up with jen at forum(SR) for lunch..had my BBQ chix..so nice..haha..my all-time favourite..slack there from 3 plus till 5pm..haha..than went to..ai ya...read von's blog..u will knoe..but the place really reminds mi of my childhood..PLAY-DOH..LEGO...BARBIE DOLL...GAME OF LIFE..MONOPOLY..a lot more..chris met up with us too...we decided to go for the music dance..since we haven play it for a long long time..hehex...was very fun..chris forgot all abt her cramps that she had earlier on...really enjoyed it..enough of todae...heheh...yesterdae had a good tok with dad...hinted him abt mi having a bf...actually he knoe...but he juz waiting for mi to tell him...hmm..now he knoes a little here n there...but ai ya..guess...will be leaving the church soon...my dad didnt stop mi..but he said that i shld still go other church..didnt feel that i belong there..its been like 4 yrs...n yet..i feel very stranger towards the ppl...maybe its time to change my life..i need a break from some stuff...to be honest..i hate n am sick and tired of lying n hiding from my churchmates n daddy abt my bf...so from now on...i WONT...!!! hehex..i feel more carefree now...such a big stones off my shoulder...haiz...so dread to go sch tomolo...needa wake up so early...
arrgghh..todae didnt turn up for church...was very sleepy...dad called...but i put down the phone n went back to sleep...i really dun knoe how am i gonna deal with my dad later...can i tok some sense into him..telling him...all this while..this is not i alwayz wanted..i wanna lead my own life..n not opearated by u, dad...haiz..gonna meet von later..for chilling session...by right sch starts tomolo..by left on tues...coz tomolo is all tutorials n workshop..so..yeah!! got an extra dae of holidae...but...sux..yesterdae went for my cousin's wedding...it yesterdae not last sat...haha..its at the ballroom...haha..saw my younger cousin..ahah..he's so yandao now..ahhaa...he's younger by 2 yrs..haha...very cute..remember the time where we love popeye's show to the max..hehe..the food was very nice..hehe..of course its at raffles hotel..the bride was pretty...but i left halfway...went to meet dear..the place getting a little too boring..hmm..my uncles all asking mi lots n lots of questions abt my life...haiz..do i look like i am working??...y is everyone like.."where u working now??"..HUH??!!! mood being like a rollercoaster...
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yeaH..!! its 1st DECEMBER...its end of the yr already..hmm...gonna turn 19 soon..going out with meixin aka my super best friend soon..hehee...yup..i decided to get the E800 phone out of my list..coz samsung phone's value depreciate really fast..but i replaced it with red DKNY watch..haha..its so nice..hehe..gonna get it soon..maybe during christmas..hehee..yup..take care ppl...sch gonna reopen le..so sux..
