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Monday, January 31, 2005
3:36:00 PM

FFA DOWN!!!

haha..ffa test FINISHED..ok la..the paper..tomolo bstats..hmm...quite prepared..but jen sae it will be difficult..haha..hmm..weekend good for mi..later meeting dear at 6pm..he's off on sat..ha..well after test..muz enjoy..jen asking whether wanna go on fri nite..hehex..feel like..uploaded my pic of the watch n von kissing mi..haha..crazy!!


.::sometimes it juz hits mi, how can someone be such a BITCH at times!!::.



Friday, January 28, 2005
11:55:00 PM

[[[pAn``]]

ha..my eyes so painful now..being staring at the screen for like 12 hrs to complete my notes on econs..oh my!! felt like a N.E.R.D todae..being stuffing myself with econs econs n MORE of econs..hmm...gonna be out tomolo..dear work 10-4..haha..weird schedule..haha..wat to do...that OSTRICH is there...that's y..can relac! than having his off dae on sundae...waLA..that means not going to touch books until mondae morning FFA...aargghH!!...shoppING...i need retail therapy!!! hhahah..need new clothes for the new YEAR!! hmm...hahha..*yaWnz* needa sleep liao...bye ppl...study HARD!!


Thursday, January 27, 2005
2:38:00 PM

SLACKING HARD!

ha..been slacking till now ever since i woke up..hrrr...i didnt get to go last nite..im so sad...haiz...anyway its ok..at least i finished my bstats..got to start on econs todae..the lastest by tomolo...hmmm...been slacking hard in the afternoon than chiong at nite..make mi all stressed out!!econs econs..where should i start...there's so much to study...haiz yoz...stop whining ABBEY!!!


Wednesday, January 26, 2005
11:48:00 AM

wooOo..tirED!!

ha..juz woke up..von juz went home..she stayed over at my house yesterdae...chatted till 3 plus last nite..or should i sae early this morning..hmm..finished my study with FFA..ha..gonna finished my Bstats todae..n gonna spent more time on econs..coz i simply hate it n dun understand it..as for CIP...wait till there is free time slot for it..chris hoh b'day in 13 hours time..hmm..still thinking whether to go zouk for her party tonight anot..scared gonna be very tired after studying n not in the mood...or should i go tomolo night at rougE? hmmm...chris hoh..if i nv turn up..so sorry k..anyway..happy ADVANCED birthdae...u will still have fun..ya..this is so amazing..there's so much of scandal going on in SR..ahha..which some issue turn out to be very surprising..should i go back to work during holidaes? von at J8...jen at forum...hmm..then mi leh?


Monday, January 24, 2005
11:55:00 PM

...nEw WaTch...
hhahah..hmm..the show "elecktra" & "shall we dance" is both awesome..hehe..nice show..really worth watching..that's for my weekend...ok..todae went back to sch from 10-1 for ocom tutorial..it puts mi to sleep..hmm..its kinda boring at times...n i met jen to go J8 together to meet zul n dear..they having meeting there...saw lots of ex-colleague...they were like having reunion yesterdae..haha..its so noisy n fun there..hhaa...kway yee...changed alot..haha..he finally got his TAN!! omG..haha...n he started training to tone up his body..haha..he's wearing sleeveless n could see his body built..haha..nice one..he was surprised to see us..n VERY!!! ha..enough of them..yeah! im gonna STRIKE out my red DKNY watch from my wishlist..haha..i GOT GOT GOT it..haha..so damn happy...dear bought it for mi..its 179 bucks...hmmm...haha..he sae its for our 1 yr anniversary...ha..its a funny process on how he got it..hmm...its gonna be very long if i blog it down..hahha..im so happy..happy..sha la la la..its so nice to be happy...sha la la la..ppl study hard!yea..n im gonna study hard..n not let him down..gonna get more distinction than last sememster...


Friday, January 21, 2005
SHAG! 11:16:00 PM

hmm..juz came home from shopping with mum..haiz yoz..leg breaking...need massage BADLY!!...bought a shoe..bought a shirt from flesh imp..changed my hp line..got a free simens phone..SUX..lousy..the LG one no more...blehx..ate thai buffet todae..ok la..the food there...hmm..this month is OUT OF LOVE month...sad huh..but ppl u all still have to move on..there are far more better things to do in life..n there might be a better person out there for u..hehex...sound so PRO..haha..crazy..im tired..tomolo still needa go for the sttachment thingy...whOo..sux like hell...my cramps a like killing mi..think gonna have my mensa tomolo..haha...my auntie gonna visit mi when i needa do the adventure thingy..so sux..alamak!!!tc ppl..nite..term break le..time to STUDY!!


Tuesday, January 18, 2005
11:24:00 PM

AFRODISIAC

hmmm...this song is so bloody stuck in my head...hahaha...todae was quite all right..had lecture all..had flu the whole dae...feel so damn sick..aarggghh!!! TERRANCE!!! i so gonna kill u for this..spread ur illness to mi n dear..hmm..so miss dear..cant meet him till sat..haha..hope he can get his 11-6 on sat..haha..sun off...yeah..life's being hard but am handling well i guess..occupying myself with stuff to dae everydae will make the week pass by faster..gonna get all my homework done be4 the weekend..hehex..than start to study for test le..so fast..a sememster gonna pass le..after test..another 2-3 weeks of study..test 2..than break again..than here come EXAMS!!! oh GOSH!!! so dead...hmm..
Bridge:you fulfill my every desire
when im with you you take me higher (wooo woo)
CHORUS:you're my afrodisiac
you're the only one im needin
when i go ill come back
cuz there is no way im leavin
you're my afrodisiac
you're the only one im needin
when I go ill come back
cuz there is no way im leavin


Sunday, January 16, 2005
11:43:00 PM

``````TIRED]]]]
ha..juz came home..so shag...hmm..todae spent my day with dear n his friends..went malaysia in the early afternoon..went perling mall for secret recipe..haha..ate chicken kebab...chew until my mouth pain sia..so hard...spore one nicer..haha..hmm..after that mi n dear went to catch a movie..THE AVIATOR...so sucky..the movie lasted for 3 hrs..oh..fell asleep inside...dun knoe wat the hell the movie is..all i knoe is its a horrible show..after the show is around 8 plus le..than went to meet his friends for dinner..ate laksa...kinda spicy..but not nice..too oily..than decided to find a place to chit chat...haha...went up to dear's house to bring the dog down coz no one at home..haha..went west coast park..haha..really play our hearts out...played almost everything there...than run around with the dog..haha...dear's dog kinda stupid..onlee knoe how to run straight..when u stopped n U-turn..hhaa..the dog still ran straight..nearly bang into the trees...kuku dog..haha..but very cute..hehee..yup..that's all for todae...falling asleep...so sleepy..hmm...


Saturday, January 15, 2005
PROBABILITY SUX!!! 4:28:00 PM

haiz yoz..juz finished that freaking homework...anyhow do..haha..probability from sec sch till now is the most difficult topic..no matter how hard i try..i wont knoe how to get it..so ANYHOW DO...make mi headache now..shag..!!! the PPPPPP thingy juz make mi go crazy...alamak!!! this is the most difficult topic for bstats le..so far.. i need DUMMIES to PROBABILITY...gosH!!! its so damn difficult..ha!! later meeting dear....FINALLY CAN!!! GOD heard my prayers...haha..tomolo dear's off day...whOOohoo..hahaha...take care ppl...


Friday, January 14, 2005
10:18:00 PM

missn' U
hmm..todae juz a simple dae...cant meet dear..haiz..i didnt see him ever since sunday...he has to forgo his 10-6 this week...dun knoe y...alwayz targeting him..i rather he going to army..at least i can see him on fri, sat n sun..but not now..he dun even knoe whether he can get his off day on sunday anot..haiz...*dePRessED* i so missed him..i knoe..he's busy n stuff...n he cant give up his work all becoz of mi..if he does...its rather selfish of mi..still remember the days that we watched movie every fri n sat...but not now anymore..yes..like todae's TTS...between a couple there muz be trust..that's wat keeps it going..hmm..next week gonna be a very tight week...coz public holidae eve FALLS on fri AGAIN...hmm..so next weeks lesson gonna end quite late from monday till thursday..dear is going to IMM this coming mondae le..its gonna be so tough on us..missing each other badly..maybe this is that kind of feeling that make us treasure the time we shared n the times spent when we go out together...


Thursday, January 13, 2005
shag... 11:27:00 PM

hmm..juz came home from town..went town to meet chris n esther..haha...had a great time..i so missed them...my beloved...BUT...someone didnt make it to the DINNER as a celebration for esther's birthdae...nvm...we had a fun time anyway...the endless talks we have...simply cant seem to finished...there's too much going on involving each other's life..ha!! went shopping...i bought a shoe...chris got the most stuff...haha..retail therapy...chris n mi bought esther a skirt for her birthdae..hmm..a very nice flowy skirt...yup..thats abt all...


Wednesday, January 12, 2005
11:35:00 PM

...:im dampen:...
...:im wreaked:...
...:im weaken:...
all becoz of U


Monday, January 10, 2005
POOL DAY!! 10:41:00 PM

ha..todae have CIP till 9.30am..sianx...stupid teacher...argghh..wat a sucky teacher!!! haiz yoz...dun tok abt it..make OUR blood boil..went to canteen n slack for some time..waited for the rest so that we can go pool factor for pool session as a class..heheh...ya..went..but no more breakfast..so sad sia..hhaa..but i ate the beef burger again..fattening...after that proceed to play pool..open 2 tables for the girls..haha..didnt win any game todae..coz elisa n nat counter-attack my number!!! aarggghhh..hahah...haiz yoz...back to econs...sux..dun knoe how to do sia..looking at the 90 over slides of ppt make mi faint..wad the hell..!!! no used whining...i still have to study for it...haiz...econs tutor still at supply..haiz yoz...wonder will we finished the tutorial before test..test coming in few weeks time...*stressed*...pms-ing..


Wednesday, January 05, 2005
GYM 9:38:00 PM

finally went gym...i so loved n missed the smell of gym..u can even smell it at the traffic light le..hahaa..*physco*...but jen!! fly jet again...think im gonna fall sick soon...being under the rain this few days...after S&W todae...felt like vomiting...arrgghhh...its horrible...yup...went to watch MEET THE FOCKERS yesterdae..its a really nice show..muz watch ppl..
```till this step...i have no way back..but to compromise n live with it...]]


Monday, January 03, 2005
arrggghh 11:07:00 PM

haiz..todae i dun feel good...i dun knoe y..but its juz within mi..sch was alright..but after that..not anymore...suppose to meet dear..but something cropped up..those irresponsible idiots again...that means till sundae than i will get to see him...haiz..watever la..anyway..felt like we have drifted...felt like i dun understand him like i used to anymore..not to mention...he's gonna transfer to IMM...sux..fri n sat work till 11pm..so late sia..i can forget abt meeting him le..n i sensed that i dun feel good abt it..how strong a relationship can be..it will still be shaky after sometimes...yes..n im feeling it rite now..things seemed to have changed..aiyoz...dun knoe la..n BLOODY HELL...econs making mi go crazy..haiz..nth seems to get into my head...from chapter 2 onwards..nth in...wat the hell..how am i supposed to pass my econs like that...haiz..seriously lost...i think i really seeing GOD le la!!! many many things piled up...feeling really really low...hope the management changed of plans...but *FAT HOPE ABBEY*...
[[the road ahead seems so long yet unclear...```


Sunday, January 02, 2005
raining cats n dogs!! 9:38:00 PM

hmm..this few days being raining like non-stop..i so hate it..spore's weather like so extreme...arrggghhh...very very hot or very very cold..yoz..ppl gonna get sick like this..guess it will start snowing if the rain doesnt stop..*BOX*..ai yoz...wat am i thinking..abbey u muz be mad!!!being staying at home yesterdae n todae...had finished up most of my tutorials...i so hate econs to the max..!!gonna get it over n done with..todae suppose to meet dear..but something cropped up he muz work full shift...but he called in the late afternoon...seems damn free...i dun see why he cant finished work at 6pm...ha..but nvm..i will get to see him tomolo..after sch..at 6pm..hehe...hmm..nth le...now the news is always abt the TSUNAMI wave...felt quite sad abt it...looking at the dead bodies...the ppl crying over their loved ones..ppl snetching for food n first-aid...haiz...wat the hell...everyone was like saying world's coming to the end..it wont be la..not so soon i guess...hahha...but its near..*uttering nonsense again*


Saturday, January 01, 2005
HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL!!! 11:26:00 AM

ha!! i had a good start for the yr..haha...oh my!!! i saw JONATHAN LAI..yes..JON LAI..my first ex..being together with him for a yr..yestherdae in town..juz when i reached n met von at wisma...came down of the escalator...he's standing there with his friends...ha!! von cock eyes nv see...than i told her..haha..i was stunned!!! OH My!! he's wearing a white tee with levis engineered jeans and a brown nike trainers...ah...so stlye!!!i nearly fainted...my heart like pumping 200km/hr...finally after a yr plus..i saw him agian...the first time he didnt see mi..von like trying to pull..haha..than after getting things for watson..we walk in the direction that he walked to..yada yada...luckily enough...he's walking the anti-direction this time...so he SAW MI!!! whahhaa...he got a shocked!!! hmm...but we didnt got the chance to tok..*sad*...coz theres lots of ppl behind us..couldnt stop!! von's like...WAT!!! juz walk away like that..!! haha..ya..happy enough to see him though..haha..thought he went overseas le..but he's still in spore...haha..but its all fate la..now i found my dearie le..so i shall not think abt it..haha..anyway..its impossible..remain friends better..hehe..after that went to eat n walk around...finally got my flip flop..haha.von got the same pair too...*twInz* hmm..than met dear.haha..ate lamb stew..*yummy*watched VAN HELLSING...i fell asleep like that..hmm...yup..that's all for yesterdae...muz complete my work le..hehe...i had the best sleep after so long yesterdae nite..ha!!