Friday, February 25, 2005
12:54:00 AM
im sorry my dear gurl...
haiz..juz had the time to read jina's blog...im so so sorry...i juz had a flashed back..u called mi on sat's night around 11.49pm..its near to 12am..n that was when shit struck..im so sorry..i missed ur phone..i did call back..but u didnt answer..than came sunday..was suppose to meet u...but was busy with my god-damn homework..then again..i turned u down..haiz..i remembered u called mi on sunday afternoon but i was still sleeping..and u sound devastated...but i didnt realised...now i knoe..sorry that i had not being there when u needed someone..really a failure..i will meet up with u really soon..haiz..im really in my own world now..onlee revolving my homework..sch..projects..n my dear...haiz..i neglected all my friends...im becoming like second-jen..oh NO!! cannot...time to change things around..i should be there when shit happen to them..esp jina, von, nicky n jen...von..plz..do take care of urself..dun give up hope..turn up for sch often plz..its near the end of sem le..going exam..plz do buck up..juz for this one more month..n we are done..k..i still do wanna see u around in sch...