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Saturday, October 28, 2006

11:31:00 PM

Alex went home with The Lord.

yea. he's happy.

went cityhall with clemy

had lunch together with his mum and nat..

at this resturant named NEW ASIAN..

the food there is nice..

really nice..

after that went t0 the job fair.. actually nth much.. thought we wld gain smth from there.. but fall far from our expectation...

nat muz eat and slp well k.. u look so pale when i saw u todae.. i dun knoe how to console you because.. no one can feel u except if they went through.. so.. plz take good care of urself.. let time heals.. we all missed him.. but im sure he wants u to be happy too..

so the next time i see u... muz have that rosy cheeks back on ur face k..

sad. but still we can onlee think back on the memories..

yup. i love all of u ppl..

Saturday, October 21, 2006

2:13:00 PM

6.50 am in the morning..

still fast aslp..

received a call from clemence..

he was crying badly over the phone..

got a shock of my life..

coz knowing him for 2 years plus,

i nv seen him cry so bitterly be4..

he was mumbling his words..

cant hear him..coz of his background..

keep asking him to repeat his words..

the final sentence that i hear from him..

WOKE MI UP!

"Alex passed away."

shocked! but i need a confirmation..asking which alex..

nat's bf, his best friend, my friend..

he didnt say much what happen..

but i heard smth about bike..

than i some sort knoes what is going on.

couldnt continue slping coz all i think of is

what is nat going through??

and couldnt stop tearing..

i msged her..

all i can say that he is now at a better place..

God juz wants him back by His side.

went to work as usual...

and went to the wake at nite..

the sight of his wake makes mi breakdown..

maybe coz i keep forcing myself not to cry the whole day in the office..

and also coz i couldnt believe my eyes..

and i cant accept the facts..

everything juz happen too fast..

few weeks back..

we juz went for indian food at marina sq..

and the guys played billard,

while nat and mi gossiped..

after which we went swensens for ice-creams..

i remembered he ordered brownies to shared with nat...

juz fcking devastated..

Sunday, October 15, 2006

10:06:00 PM

moving on...

pictures of us at Toy'r'us...

last friday...

Thursday, October 12, 2006

1:54:00 AM

LIFE IS SO FCKING FRAGIL!!!

got the news on tuesday

a friend juz passed away..

i can't help but hold back the tears

becoz i was in the office when

i got the news from nana

didnt really work that entire day

coz i simply cant concentrate

when struck 5.30pm..

immediately i went off..

even before dear reached my work place..

was walking aimlessly and thinking and tearing..

why god had taken her away so early..

leaving so many ppl grieving..

still so young, many dreams ahead unfulfilled

juz saw her a few weeks back at seiyu..

she was working with von..

saw her a few times at the pub

saw her once at bugis with nana..

though i nv knew her well..

but now,

nv get a chance to get to knoe her better anymore..

juz hope that she rest in peace..

at least she left this horrible world...

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

9:06:00 PM

ha...hmm..

nana n mine shopping blog is finally up last sat!

the link can be found at the right panel..

very fast, we have come to the 4th week of attachment..

very soon..we will be receiving our pay...

was over at Melacca last weekend..

its so boring to stay in spore..

where else than orchard road and city hall

nth interesting at all..

so we decided to ride up to malaysia

went to the zoo..

each person cost less than s$5..

and the zoo is really big!!!

a lot of animals we dun get to see in spore..

after 2 and half of walk..we still haven finish the whole trail..

but we got to leave the place..

coz got to reach spore by 6 plus..

short but good trip..

enjoy myself a lot..

will post the pictures up soon..

in the meanwhile..

shall be busy with my online stuff with nana..

tc ppl!